Wednesday, August 14, 2013

you spoil my mood!!!



urrghhhhhh!!!!!
pepagi da wat org marah....
last a few day, everything going good..
suddenly he make me angry... rrrggghhhh....
maybe pd dia benda kecik...
dia mintak pic aq, aq bg la..bkn 1 tp byk...
sblm aq anto aq pun mintak pic dia gak...
but he send only 1....
aq mintak la lg since dia da janji nak anto byk2...
pastu bg alasan tu je pic yg ade...
plus memori full..
WHAT?????tu yg alasannye...
bengang la aq..
dr mood yg ceria bertukar incredible hulk...
dia suke janji mcm tu then dia x anto pun spt yg dia janji kan...
that make me more and more anger.
aq pun taye la..nape suke wat mcm ni..bkn skali bkn 2 kali tp byk kali...
then dia x jwb...pastu dia send pic lg...terus aq kate x payah anto...
then dia kate majuk la plak....
sejak dr tu aq terus x bbm dia...
marah punye pasal smp skang..
plus dia bkn nak pujuk or mintak maaf....
no more compromise after this..
bio dia blaja menepati janji... 

#mood marah and bengang
 

Thursday, August 1, 2013

excited nak raye!!!!





Tahun ni plg excited nak beraye...x same mcm thn2 lps...
mcm2 gak la dibeli utk raye thn ni smp check baki wet tggl -RMxxx . xx -_-"
ape nak mkn nnt lps raye..x kan nak pose lg...
mcm mane leh jd negetif ni... O_o
ni la akn jd klu x rancang perbelanjaan...
tp sume ni mencemarkan sedikit pun mood raye aq...
berbalik ke topik excited nak raye...
nape ye aq excited sgt...hehehehe
mcm mane la x excited, dah lame kot x dpt pose penuh...
thn ni insyaallah aq dpt pose penuh...
gare2 operate ari tu, aq monopos sementara...
btl kate doc lukman, "untung thn ni kamu leh pose penuh..."
mase dia ckp tu aq blur2 sbb br lps operate...
skang aq fhm maksud dia....
x sabar nak raye ni....

SALAM EID FITRI!!!!

#agak2 dpt wet raye x klu pose penuh

Thursday, June 6, 2013

kesan ubat utk rawatan endrometrosis

Ujung bln 4, aq wat operate apendik dan endrometrosis...
skang ni dlm rawatan susulan utk endrometrosis....
stiap bln aq jumpe doc utk ambk suntikan selama 6 bln...
suntikan tu supaya aq x period utk sementara...
doc nak ovari aq relax dulu n mengurangkan risiko cyst tumbuh blk...
utk bln pertama aq x de rase ape pun since homestay aq duduk tu mmg panas...
bln ke 2, aq dah pindah uma...ade la aircond...hehehhe
time bln ke 2 br aq rase something kat bdn aq...
aq mule rase panas tetibe....cpt touching...
org lain sejuk, tp aq panas..sdgkan slame ni aq x tahan sejuk..tp skang da terbalik 
marah tu still under control sbb so far x de org wat aq marah or tensen...

skang bln ke 3 aq ambk suntikan....aq x leh nak pk byk..nnt aq jd tensen...
then bdn aq mule rase panas....pasang aircond kuat pun x dpt nak sejukan bdn...
last2 tulang aq sakit blk....effect suntikan utk stopkan period mmg beri kesan fizikal n emosi....
nasib family memahami n si dia pun fhm akan perubahan aq...
emosi mmg sukar utk di control tp aq blaja control...
slalu ingatkan pd diri, ni adalah kesan ubat...
bykkan berdoa n istighfar bile rase marah n panas...
try cool down sendiri...

#smile smile n smile is good therapy to make ourselves happy ^^

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

Syukur Ya Allah.......

Alhamdulillah...syukur atas pemberianMu Ya Allah.....
ari ni claim spital dr company dah masuk... yeay!!!!
blh la wat modal utk kawen nnt....
bak kate akak aq "rezeki org nak kawen tp tu la kene potong(operate) dulu"
ringan skit beban kumpul wet n dpt la kawen cpt ^^ (insyaallah)
nak tau aq dpt claim brape? aq dpt 10K...x penah dpt wet sebyk ni..
tp bkn utk aq sorg...kene bg skit kat akak aq sbb gune wet dia gak mase masuk spital...
ade baki tu, tu yg aq simpan utk wat kawen....
jika diizinkan Allah, start bln 9 leh la kumpul wet kawen stiap bln...
harap2 Allah bukakan pintu rezeki utk kami...
blh la nnt dirikan masjid cepat2....


#Ya Allah,permudahkan la perjalanan kami dan luaskanlah pintu rezeki buat kami utk mendirikan masjid...semoga ape yg kami rancang mendpt keredhaanMu Ya Allah....amin......

Sunday, June 2, 2013

mood spoil di pagi hari....errrrggghhhh!!!!!!





Tensen giler la ari ni....mood marah je ari ni...
pepagi dah kene kejut anto org....
dah la aq nak gi keje awal...
nak ambk kete kat uma si dia...
tp xpe la...kire ok la lg....
dah smp uma si dia, cari mama (kete) x jumpe...
dah mule la aq angin sbb aq mintak dia tggu kat keje...
time tefon br nak bgn....
x pe la...leh terima lg sbb dia smp dr kg kul 2.30 pg....
tggu punye tggu, dan2 dia bg tau member dia gune kete....
pehhhhh......mmg angin btl hati aq ni...
agak2 la wei pakai kete x taye dulu...
main rembat je...dah la tgglkan kete kancil yg dah nak abs kelas....
TENSEN TENSEN TENSEN aq.....

dah la aq ade appointment ngan doc...
sbb tu aq nak gune mama.....
ang plak sedap2 je pakai kete tanpa inform owner....
rase nak tumbuk2 je muke dia...
dah la kete dia kat jambatan tggi x leh...
meraung kete...plus ade bau hangit -_-'
dah tu, x mau gi lak...blakang berderet kete...malu aq tauu >.<





#sabaujela mood:istighfar bebyk....

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

sakitnyer bahuuuuuu T_T

mggu ni aq mmg lemah gile...
bahu dan tulang belulang yg ade sume sakit....
ari2 duk sape minyak panas.... tp baik sekejap je... T_T
dah tue kot aq ni..sume tulang dah mule wat hal....
nak keje pun x slesa bile sakit...
ari2 aq duk memikul beg lappy...
dlm ade mcm2...sijil2 la, slip2 gaji,external hardisk n mcm2 lg...
dah la naik moto...tu yg sakit bahu skang....
kan best klu dpt pi massage body...
msti ilang sakit tetulang aq ni....
ade sesape x yg sudi blanje massage :-D
rase mcm nak berurut kat kerusi gentell yg sehengget 3 minit je....

#mood kesakitan....

Monday, May 27, 2013

syiling lama ade nilai...... o_O

Wow.....mcm x percaya wet syiling lame bernilai sen saje leh capai ribuan ringgit...
bio btl....aq ni suke gak la simpan wet lame....lbh2 lg wet syiling thn kelahiran aq...
sbb bg aq iye x kan kuar lg....
last night aq ikut si dia jumpe tuan uma...nak renew perjanjian sewa uma...
tuan uma tu keje kat bank negara....
time depa becerite tu mate aq dah separuh..plus sakit2 bahu (dah tue rupenye aq ni)....
tetibe aq dgr topik pasal duit $$$$$$$......
depa duk crite pasal nilai wang syiling n wet kertas lame....
aq pun duk pasang telinga la...x sangka rupenye stiap wet yg bank kuarkan,sometime mempunyai nilai yg sgt tggi kat pasaran sama ada wet br or lama....
lbh2 lg klu wet yg dicetak tu ade error or unik...
utk thn tertentu, ade gak limited edition cthnye wet syiling 1971 hanye di cetak sebyk 30 ribu keping sahaja...pd thn 1972,x de cetakan syiling tp ade yg kate ade..cume susah nak dpt....
time aq search kat google pun ade jumpe wet thn 1972..
nilai wet lame x sumenye mahal...kene tgk keunikan and condition wet tu sendiri...
blk je uma, ape lg....aq pun tuang la wet tabung aq...mencari syiling lame...
bile aq cari2, eh byk lak syiling yg depa kate nilai tinggi...
tetibe aq rase mcm tipu je....
tp x kesah la, sbb tu hobi aq...hahahahha.....
klu mmg tul2 mahal, nak gak aq jual.....leh wat tampung kawen... ^__________^


#nak korek tabung akak utk cari syiling yg unik ujung mggu ni

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Appointment with doctor again.. -_-"


next week jumpe doc lg utk rawatan susulan and injection yg ke-3....

seriously jumpe doctor tu x takut pun sbb docnye baik n klakar....
tp nak diinjek tu yg lemah skit...


doctor mmg la ckp x sakit...jarum kecik but aq kot yg rase sakitnyer.....
after aq operate, doc injek kat peha sbb aq x leh nak mengereng lps operate...
time tu x rase sakit pun...
second injek kat pungkok...peh, sakit berhari2....bisa gak la...
tu yg wat aq tkt nak pi injek kali ke-3....FYI ade 3 kali injection menanti aq sbnrnye....-_-'
but the good news is, this year aq leh pose penuh klu x de arah melintang.... ^_______^
jd next year x yah la susah2 aq nak ganti pose...just can pose sunat la....
hahahahhahha.......(gelak x ikhlas sbb tkt kene injek)
to doc, please be more gentle during inject medicine to my pung***
sakit oooOOOoooOOOooOOOooo........

tutup mate je la time injek nnt T_T



Monday, May 13, 2013

no mood...no feeling...


seriously aq x de mood keje langsung ari ni...
pg td kire ok la lagi aq siapkan sume keje...
tp skang tahap mood keje aq dah negetif....
arrgghhhh!!!!!
suntikan hormon yg doctor bg ni mmg wat mood aq x menentu...
dah la suhu badan aq sekejap panas sekejap sejuk....
bile panas smp aq sendiri sakit kepala... T_T
duk dlm aircond tp terase bahang je...
aq ade 4 lg suntikan utk diambil....

 nanges aq ari2 klu mcm ni....
mcm mane la perasaan org yg menghadapi monopos...
mcm aq ni ke...atau lg dahsyat...
aq monopos sementara je....



i need some spirit and motivation to stay positive.....
berofe that, sleep first..hahahha....
hopefully i can handle all this thing...
aq perlu pk positif je...x leh mengalah...
one day, all of this will be happen when time is coming...
stiap wanita akan hadapinye...
im just lucky can feel it first for five month...

aza za fighting!!!


"Ya Allah, permudahkan la segala dugaan yg KAU berikan pada ku....amin"



Wednesday, March 27, 2013

zakat zakat zakat......


DAH lame aq memikirkan tentang zakat pendapatan.... ade gak suare2 nates kate x yah byr... gaji ang ciput je.... nak wat benda baik ni mmg byk dugaan.... tp aq try gak kuat diri melawan kate2 nates.... biau ler gaji aq ciput, aq nak gak berzakat... utk suburkan lg rezeki aq... at least ade gak aq bersedekah... zaman skang ni, org yg mintak sedekah sumenyer mcm bisnes... bkn x nak bg kat depa tp hati blm ikhlas lg....hahhahahaha..... hopefully ape aq zakatkan blh diberi pd org yg sepatutnyer dpt... time aq blaja dulu aq dpt zakat tau sethn 1K....hehehehhe.....semlm aq br ambk borang ngan HR, harap2 bln dpn leh la wat sesuatu yg baik...

 

P/S: bg sesape rase mcm x mampu nak byr tu, sebnrnyer kite mampu...cume kite kene pepandai blanjekan rezeki stiap bln yg diberi...mane yg x cukup, kite cukup2 kan je... :-P

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cantiknye bunge2 kecil ni...
the best thing is blh tahan 10 thn...
lame tu...sgt sesuai utk jd hadiah...
siap leh kembang kuncup....
warne2 bungenyer mmg sgt menarik...
tp as customer kite leh customize warne yg kite nak...
pricenyer leh tahan gak la...
maybe sbb still br lg...
klu nak tau lbh lanjut angpa tgk la kat website dia...
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Tuesday, March 26, 2013

terima kasih cinta....



peh...tajuk x leh blah..hahahha...
but really thanks to ALLAh and him for give second chance to me...
klu x, x tau la aq ngan sape skang ni...
on 2011, aq dah start wat perancangan hidup aq...
mencari keje tetap, mencari calon suami(OMG awlnye cari) and cari sedikit harta klu ade rezeki...
cari awl2 senang sbb aq blaja dr kesilapan lalu...
klu leh aq nak kenal btl2 sblm aq jdkan suami..
nak tau gak panas baran ke x, leh sharing2 ke, leh gurau senda ke...
alhamdulillah, jumpe gak walaupun payah nak memikat....
mcm mane x payah, dah dulu aq yg wat hal dulu...tetibe nak ngorat balik...
mmg kene pengajaran kaw2 la....
slalu kene perli..mmg la sakit n sedih sbb kite yg wat slh, tp sbb dah syg,aq pun mengalah n bersabar..
tp time tu aq x de la berharap2 sgt3 sbb kesalahan yg aq wat tu mmg susah utk dimaafkan...
tp org kate kesabaran tu leh memikat...
berkat bersabar berbln2 akhirnyer dia melamar sbg kekasih...(yeaayyy)
ngan dia, aq bebas..x de rase dikongkong,dia support aq...
baik ngan family aq....but the best thing my family love him too...
so dah ade green light la....
sbnrnyer nak ke peringkat lg serius tp blm ade rezeki lg...
hopefully ade la rezeki and jodoh dr ALLAh buat aq n dia...
last week pi karoke, dia nyanyi i song for me...
but it really about me and him...
kembali pulang from kangen band....
x sangka pulak dia layan lagu band kegemaran aq ni...